Sayonara

I wade in the water
But the currents are strong
Keep pulling me towards you
I fear my struggle is long
And daunting, babe, I change my plan
Convincing myself it’s gone too far this time
There’s no answer to:

Why, why do you hurt me so bad?
Honey why oh why does my light drive you mad?
But still that thorn of a rose in your pocket
is giving you hell
Sayonara baby, you keep hurting yourself as well

I’ve been trying so hard lately. To make sense of your world.
The caress that leaves a bruise, more effective than words.
I try to keep my face intact But my heart is lying shattered on the floor
There’s no answer to

Why, why do you hurt me so bad?
Honey why oh why does my light drive you mad?
But still that thorn of a rose in your pocket
is giving you hell
Sayonara baby, you keep hurting yourself as well

All I’ve got to do is to wrestle my fear
Never say a word, just keep you in balance
And all I’ve got to do is to break off the chain. Forget of all the days when I want you so badly.

Why, why do you hurt me so bad?
Honey why oh why does my light drive you mad?
But still that thorn of a rose in your pocket
is giving you hell
Sayonara baby, you keep hurting yourself as well