Oh

I couldn’t make it work babe
I failed you hard this time
I drank up all the light and left the night laying all around
I wanna break through this
But I crash when I’m awake
I’m sleeping through the days
Cradled by the sound of autumn rain

Oh

I see you in the garments
You wear this time of year
We run up to the waterfalls
Where I usually sit and stare
We made it out of nothing
But my somber fucking brain
Keeps pushing away all things that you say
All the beauty that’s within

Oh

But darling I know
I can feel the night embrace me
And now it’s aching in the back of my head
I lead the life that I’ve been given
But now it’s killing me
I only wish you wouldn’t fight me
I’ve kind of come to terms with what lies ahead
I only wish that you forgive me

Oh

I sense the smell of meadow flowers
And now it’s flowing from the back of my head
I lived the life that I was given
And now it’s killing me
I never tried to understand you
You never showed up when I needed you most
And there is nothing to hold on to